Intention is to confess and i know i wont get her...might say WHY AM I DOING IT?? but pls read and comment?

First and foremost, that letter or note or w/e was effin great. Liked ur choice of words and such...second, id like to know more about it all..like ..were u friends before hand? How do u know fo'sure you wont get her? You guys cant stay friends? Idk so many questions with little to guess with..w/e u decide to do..good luck with it all. Wish the best, keep that head up it aint the last person n the world thats capable of taking your breath away.